Wild Nights 1

 written on: June 20, 2003
re-written on: June 21, 2003
re-written and re-edited on: January 17, 2004..
re-edited on: January 18, 2004
part one finished on: February 9, 2004
written by: Jordonni

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ne Friday morning I was moving to Los Angeles California. I was moving to California to get away from Jason.  When I got up to go the restroom, I passed the first class section of the plane.  I bumped into Jordan Knight.
"Excuse me." I said quietly as I managed to make myself pull out the words.  Then I saw Jason on the same flight.
"OMG! What is he doing here?" I blurted out.
"What's wrong, miss?" Jordan asked me.
"That's what's wrong." I said as I pointed to Jason.
"It's okay." Jordan told me as he hugged me, "Who is Jason?"
I cried and my head fell into my hands. Jordan reached over and pulled me into his arms.
"Aww it's okay, miss?" Jordan said as he hugged me, "What is your name?"
"I'm Pamela." I told Jordan as I smiled at him.  Jordan smiled back at me.
When Jason finally got to where I was on the plane he grabbed me by my arm and threw me against Jordan.
"Jordan, he does this." I said, "And Jason should know by now that I'm a very sensitive person." I added.
Then I started to sing, "Sometimes I laugh, sometimes I cry, sometimes I do both and don't know why."
"Oh shut up you whore!" Jason yelled.
Then I commenced to cry and Jordan pulled me into a very passionate kiss. The kiss was intense.
"Wow." I said as I almost fell backwards as I was dizzy from the kiss, "Jordan, that was a damn good kiss."
Then Joe came up and started to sing one of his songs to me. "Hey, cutie what's your name? You're all alone and it's a shame, it's a shame. What's wrong? You look so sad."
I looked at Joe and smiled and he returned a smile back at me.
"My name is Pamela and this guy won't leave me alone!" I said looking over Joe's shoulder at Jason and gave him a dirty look. 
"If looks could kill, she would have killed me just now with her looks." Jason joked, “Bitch!”
"Oh shut up, you bastered!" I cried.
“whore.” Jason yelled.
Jordan stepped and asked why Jason was calling me names.  Jason went on and on telling Jordan that Pamela started it.  Jordan got between me and Jason. 
"Pamela?" Jordan said, "Would you like to sit with me in first-class?"   "Yes." I replied with tears in my eyes. I hugged Jordan and thanked him for saving me. Then we walked to the first class section of the plane leaving poor Jason and Joe duking it out. The flight attendant came and said, "Ok. Everyone sit down and buckle up. We are going to be landing in one hour at the Los Angeles airport. Jason sat down in the first available seat while Joe on the other hand went back to the first class section with his wife--Barrette.
"Joe?" I called to him.
"Yeah?" Joe said looking upset.
"U sure you’re happy with your wife?" I whispered to Joe so Barrette wouldn't hear.
"Yeah, why?" Joe lied.
"Um... Joe? Are you lying to me?" I asked him, "Because you're looking up at the ceiling and people usually look up at the ceiling when they lie like that." I joked.
"So, What brings you to Los Angeles?" Joe said trying to change the subject.
"Joe?" I asked.
"What?" Joe said looking at me and smiling.
"Nothing." I said.
"It couldn't be just anything behind those pretty eyes of yours." Joe said complimenting me.
I smiled and looked down. Joe lifted my head and began to kiss me.
"Joe?" I said, "Your wife looking at you and she seems really livid at you.
"I don't care, Pamela." Joe said, "Your the one that I really love and want to be with."
"Okay. The first thing you could do is when we get to Los Angeles, you could get an annulment if you don't want to be with Evelyn." I suggested to Joe.
"Pamela, I love you and want to be with you." Joe said as he pulled me into a very passionate kiss.
"I'm sorry Evelyn but you've got to go. Can you please leave Joe alone and go sit somewhere else? Thanks." I told her.
"Sure." Evelyn said, "I'll stay away from Joe." She cried all the way into the other section of the plane.
Then Jason saw her and walked up to her.
"What's wrong, Evelyn?" Jason asked.
"Joe broke up with me." Evelyn said crying.
"Well first I cheated on Joe when I slept with Donnie." Barrett continued, "And someone called me a whore and gold digger. I have never been called those names a day in my life. I'm really insulted." Then Barrette started crying again.
Jason then pulled Barrette into his arms and started to kiss her.
"OMG! Jason, what are you doing comforting me? I should be trying to get back the love of my life--which is Joe." Barrett said as she was scheming to win back Joe.
Meanwhile, back in first class I was looking out of the first class section of the plane and saw Barrett and Jason getting it on.
"OMG!" I said in shock. "Jason is the lowest thing that Barrett will crawl to."
"HUMMM oh well." Joe said, "At least she out of my life."
"Not so fast Mr. Janitor. You're still married to her." I told him.
"Oh that's right. As soon as this plane lands, I'm going to get our marriage annulled." Joe said smiling.
"ahhh there's that smile again." I said to Joe.
"I love you, Pamela." Joe said as he pulled me into a very passionate kiss.
"I love you too, Joe." I said kissing him back.
We sat there in each other’s arms for the rest of the ride to LA, California.  Jonathan and Paula was on the same flight as well but in the other section of the plane. The flight attendant came around one last time for food and drinks.
"Ok, what's really wrong with Pamela?" Joe asked Paula.
"Joe, why don't you ask me that? And don't talk about me like I'm not here." I told Joe. 
"Ok, what the hell is wrong with you, Pamela?" Joe asked.
"I can't tell ya." I told Joe.
"Come on. Why can't you?" Joe asked me.
"Because." I told him.
"Because what? That's not an answer." Joe told me getting irritated.
Then Jordan jumped in and asked me what was wrong.  I wouldn't tell no matter what. Finally I said, "um... I....."
"It must be so bad that she can't even talk about it." Jordan laughed trying to make me laugh.
I smiled at Jordan.
"Holy hell!" I said finally, "I can't get my own apartment as long as Jason is around. So I wanted to move to California to see if I can achieve at least some of my goals."
"Well." Paula said, "what are they?"
"What are they?" Jonathan repeated.
"Well dam nit! I just told you one of them." I said smiling.
"Sweetie, what are the others?" Jordan asked me.
"Damn it!" I said impulsively.
"Holy shit, Karin you scared the hell out of me!" I exclaimed.
"Well good because you’re living in a dream world! You’re never going to get your own apartment!" Karin yelled.
Then Karin and me started kicking each other's butts. She pulled my long ponytail. I pulled her hair and she pulled my hair again.
Then Jonathan said, "Ok, OK! Are you two sisters'?"
"Yes, Jonathan." I told him.
"Why is she being mean to you?" Jonathan asked me.
"I don't know." I told Jonathan, "she was always mean to me when were both younger. She even blamed me for something that I didn't even do. Then my grandmother told me that Karin had apologized a day later because she had a guilty conscious—and don’t know what it was that she said I did. Because I never did anything.” I added, “I guess I was just an easy target for some people. I don’t know.”  Then we both laugh.  Jonathan, Paula, Jordan, Joe and I sat down in first class. The plane was already in L.A. and was going to be landing in a few minutes. Joe looked over at me and smiled.
Barrett and Jason were in the other section of the plane making eye contact at each other. 
            The plane came to a complete stop and Joe and I waited for Jonathan, Paula and Jordan.  Everyone got their carry on from the overhead compartment and headed off the plane.  As Jason and Barrett were leaving, Joe told Evelyn that he was getting their marriage annulled. 
We walked off the plane and headed to baggage claim, got our stuff and went to a hotel to check in.  Karin, Gerard and mom were with them. They were sneaking around L.A. to see what we were up to.   Then after Joe and Evelyn got their marriage annulled, Karin saw Joe and I going to a club with Jordan, Paula and Jonathan. Jordan and Joe got so drunk.  Then a song came on. Jordan pulled Paula on the dance floor as Joe did the same to me.  I felt kind of jealous because – I wanted to be with Jordan not Joe. 
Karin, Gerard and mom entered the club and saw Joe and me walking toward the door to leave as Paula and Jordan did too.  Paula grabbed the car keys from Jordan because he was too drunk to drive. Joe and I sat in the back seat as Jordan sat in the front seat and Paula was driving. She was the only one that was sober enough to drive.  Joe told Paula to drive to the nearest all night wedding chapel.  Paula said, “Why? What for?”   
Then Joe got out an engagement ring that he bought earlier and he purposed to Pamela, as Jordan did the same and asked Paula. 
“Holy hell! I can’t believe this.” Mom said getting out of the rental car and walking up to me.  Joe, (appearing very drunk) actually introduced himself to my sister and her husband and my mom.  He told them that he loved me and that he wanted to marry me.  
“Do you truly want to marry him?” mom said.
“Yes.” I told her and walked in the all night wedding chapel with Joe, Jordan and Paula.
My mom, sister and her husband followed us in.  They sat down in a seat and Joe and I began to walk down the isle.  After Joe, and me then Jordan and Paula started down the isle.   Donnie and Jonathan came running down the isle to stop Joe and Jordan from marrying the wrong women.  
“Stop!” Jonathan yelled across room.
“Wait up!” Donnie called, “You guys are making a huge mistake.”   Donnie looked at Jordan, Paula, Pamela and Joe.  “Joe, are you drunk? And Jordan, you’re as drunk as Joe.”   “I can’t let you do this.” Donnie told them. 
Jordan pulled his brother aside and told him that he loved Paula and that he wanted to marry her. 
“But Jordan, you love Pamela.” Jonathan said. “You don’t really love Paula.” 
“But me and Pamela broke up three months before Donnie started going out with her.” Jordan said.
“No, Jordan!” Jonathan tried correcting him, “Pamela and Donnie started going out when Kerryela moved to Boston. And then Pamela broke up with Donnie. Then you and Pamela started going out.”
“Oh yeah.” Jordan remembered, “I forgot about that. Oops.”
Jordan turned to Paula.
“Paula, we can’t be together because Pamela and I have a long history together.” Jordan said.
“J.” Pamela said, “aww that’s so sweet.”
Joe stepped in and said, “Pamela, I got rid of Evelyn because I wanted to be with you.”
“Joe, need I remind you that you picked me and not the other way around.” I told Joe.
Then Jordan and Joe start to duke it out over me.  Everyone else starts laughing.
“Ya know, Jordan. We fought over the same chick.” Donnie said.
“Excuse me?” I said to Donnie.
“So would you like to break up, Pamela?” someone said walking up.
I looked up and it was Jason.
“Yes, Jason.” I told him. 
Then Jonathan began to tell Jason that Jordan and Pamela have a long history together.
“I see.” Jason said, “I’ll be going now. Bye.”

Jason walks out the door and looked back at Pamela one last time. Then he went to his car and drove to the airport and took a flight back to Beaumont, Texas.  And after the break up in Boston, Jason really didn’t want to stay in Beaumont.  So he moved back to Houston and stayed with his mother for while until he got his own apartment again.

Back in Boston Massachusetts, Pamela and Jordan began dating and after a few months – Jordan purposed to her.

Joe started dating Paula.  Then Karin had a fight with her husband and got a divorce from him.  She kept the kids while Gerard got them on holidays and or weekends.  Karin stayed in Boston and started dating Jonathan. Then the next night Jonathan purposed to her.
Jonathan, Karin and her kids (from her previous marriage) came over to Jordan’s house.  I was there with Jordan and his son Dante – watching movies.  Jonathan knocked and walked in.  Karin, Matt and Becca walked in.  Becca and Matt ran over to me held their arms out wanting a hug.  Then my niece and nephew turned to Jordan and hugged him.  Karin and Jonathan walked over to the sofa and sat down next to Jordan and I.
Karin said, “Guess what?”
“What?” I responded.
“Jonathan purposed to me last night.” Karin said excitedly.
“But you just started dating.” I told her.
“I know. He purposed the next night.” Karin said.
“That was fast.” I blurted out.
“Yeah, I know.” Jordan said, “It’s the shy ones you’re going to have to watch out for.”
Then we all started cracking up laughing.
Paula and Joe came over and announced that they were getting married on August 25.
“Our wedding date is in the spring.” Jonathan announced.
“Um… excuse me, Jonathan. But that’s when me and Jordan’s wedding date is.” I told him.
“Hum a double wedding.” Jonathan said casually.
“Would you want a double wedding?” I asked Karin, Jonathan and Jordan.
“Sure.” Jonathan said.
“Cool!” I said smiling and then yawned, “dam.” I added.
Joe and Paula said they had to go.  Paula and Joe left in Joe’s car.
“What do you want to do, Paula?” Joe asked her.
“I’m kind of tired.” Paula said as she yawned.   Then Joe yawned.
“Well me too.” Joe said.
So Paula and Joe went to his apartment.
            Back at Jordan’s house - Dante, Matt and Becca grew wild. They were literally climbing the walls.  Karin and Jonathan kept getting Matt and Becca ready to go home so that Pamela and Jordan could go to sleep.  Dante, Matt and Becca finally settled down and they all went home.  

Then Evelyn came by to get Dante.  And after that Jordan and I went to bed but we couldn’t sleep.  So we lay in bed and talked.  Then finally I fell asleep while Jordan was talking.  He was in mid-sentence before he knew that I was asleep.  Jordan then lay back down and soon he was fast asleep as he dreamed about the future we would have together.  

Jordan got up and went into bathroom.  I awoke and saw that he was gone.

“Jordan?” I called. 
Jordan walked out of the bathroom naked and said, “What’s wrong? Sorry sweetie. I had to pee.”
“Nothing, sweetie. I just missed you.” I said.
Jordan got back into bed and lay down beside me.  Jordan then kissed me and then we fell asleep in each other’s arms for the rest of the night. 
            The next day Jordan and I woke up and got ready to go into work.  We both worked at a hotel in Boston.  I did everything from typing on the computer to cleaning up the hotel rooms when someone who usually does the hotel rooms, doesn’t show up for work.  We got to work and the lady who usually makes up the hotel rooms, didn’t show up again today.  So Jordan, being the manager and all called the lady and told her that she was fired.  We put an ad in the newspaper for an open position in the janitorial area cleaning up the hotel rooms.   Jonathan called Jordan to ask if he and Pamela would like to go to lunch with him and Karin that day. 
“Sure, we’ll we be over to meet you in 15 minutes.”  Jonathan told Jordan looking at his watch and seeing that is only 11:45 AM.  
“See you then.” Jordan said.
“Pamela.” Jordan called over the microphone in the hotel and everyone could here.  “Sweetheart, come on over here.”  He added.  I got to where Jordan.  “Sweetie, I asked Jon and Karin to join us for lunch and they said ok and that they’ll meet us there in 15 minutes.”
“Great!” I said smiling.
            Jordan and I headed to lunch to meet up with Jon and Karin.  When we got there, Kerry and Danny were sitting at a table nearby and talking.  Suddenly they stopped talking for few moments and looked up.  Kerry told Danny that Jordan Knight had walked in, but he wasn’t with Evelyn.  He was with someone else.  Kerry and Danny walked up to us. 
“Hi. Weren’t you with the new kids on the block back in the late 80’s to early 90’s?” Kerry spoke up.  
“Yes, that was me.” Jordan answered.
“Isn’t this Evelyn?” Danny asked being really nosey.
“No, hun it’s not. I’m Pamela Knight.” I said politely.
“Well, it was nice meeting you, Jordan.” Kerry and Danny said and they walked back over to their table. They waited for their ticket and then they left.  As they left the restaurant, they waved at Jordan and me.  
Five minutes later, Jonathan and Karin came in.
“Hey J!” Jonathan said walking up.  Karin and Jonathan sat down across from where Jordan and me were sitting.  Then we started planning our big double wedding that was going to take place in the spring. 
“I still can’t believe I’m going to be Mrs. Ethan Crane.” I blurted out.
“Who’s Ethan?” Jordan said kind of jealous.
“Jordan.” Jonathan said, “I thought you weren’t the jealous type.”
“I’m not jealous.” Jordan said, “I’m just wondering who Ethan is.”
“Whoops.” I said as I cried and placed my hands over my face.
“It’s okay, Pamela.” Jordan said hugging me, “I trust you completely.”
I pushed Jordan back a little and said, “Jordan, I trust you with my life.”
“Let’s try this again.  I still can’t believe I’m going to be Mrs. Jordan Knight.” I said happily.
Jordan and Pamela kiss.   The waitress comes around to our table and takes our orders.  
“Ok, Can you order really slow?” The waitress asked.
Jordan began singing; “We’ll have four burgers and a plate of fries and four chocolate milkshakes for free as a surprise.”  
“Ya know, you should record an album.” The waitress said not realizing who Jordan was, “Then every time you come in here. I would say, ya know I would always mess up your orders.”
“She didn’t even take our orders.” Jordan commented.
“Do you know it’s after 1pm?” Jordan said looking at his watch, “We’re late getting back.”
The waitress came around again and took their orders to go.  Jordan and I rushed out the to the car as we sped off in the distance.  We ran a couple of red lights and got stopped by the cops on one of the red lights.  One of the cops at the last red light gave us was a warning. 
Jordan and I got to hotel and ran inside.  We caught our breath and got back to work. 
“Pamela?” Jordan said catching his breath, “Let’s never do that again.”
“Ok, it’s a deal.” I said as I smiled at Jordan.
            At two in the afternoon, Evelyn came dragging her butt in the hotel.  She walked up to the counter and asked for an employment application.   Without looking up I pointed over toward a table and a few chairs were and said, “They are over there.”    Evelyn filled it out and took back over to the counter.  I looked up only to see Evelyn holding her filled out application.  She put on the desk.  Jordan walked up behind the counter and asked Evelyn what she was doing here.   “Well duh! I’m looking for a job!” Evelyn said.   Jordan then picked up the application and read it.
“Well your in luck, Evelyn something just came up this morning.” Jordan said, “Do you want the job?” Jordan asked. 
“Is it a computer job?” Evelyn asked.
“No, Evelyn.  Unfortunately, those kind of jobs are not available right now.” Jordan said, “But we do have a janitorial work for ya.”
“Ok. I’ll take the job.” Evelyn said. 
“Great! Cause it’s cleaning toilets.” I told Evelyn as I laughed.
“Pamela Ann!” Jordan joked, “If you say that one more time, I’m going to fire you!”
“Jordan, can I have a word with you in the back?” I asked.   “Be right back Evelyn and then I’ll show you what you have to do, ok.”

Jordan and I went to back of the office.  “What’s wrong, sweetie.” Jordan said, “Oh, you’re upset because I said I was going to fire you.”    “I wouldn’t do that to you, Pamela.” Jordan said, “I love you.”   Jordan gave Pamela a kiss.     “Are you okay, sweetie?” Jordan asked.   “Yes, Jordan.” I smiled.  

Jordan and I walked back to the front desk.  Then I took Evelyn where she was going to be working.  We went up to the 23^rd floor where she was going to be working – all alone up there with the dust and rodents.   “Well have fun up here.” I told Evelyn. 

Evelyn began to work and lifted up several boxes to file away papers. She sneezed a few times and found a roach in another pile of papers.  When she was done, she did extra work.  It was 4pm and Evelyn was tired already.  She went downstairs to get a burger, fries and a soda.  Jordan and I walked into the break room wondering what Evelyn was doing downstairs when she was supposed to be working.  “What are you doing down here?” I asked Evelyn.   “Pamela!” Jordan said, “sweetie, that’s my job.”    “Evelyn, what the hell are you doing down here? Get back to work right now!”  Jordan yelled at Evelyn.   “Sure, but can you give me another job to do?” Evelyn asked.  “Sure.” Jordan said, “But if I had another job for you to do, I’d give it to you.” 

Over the next couple of months, Evelyn began to scheme and lie to break up Jordan and me.  Jordan was being really hard on Evelyn in turn, he was being nice to me.  He was pissing off Evelyn really bad!    Well one afternoon, Evelyn decided to start a fight with me.  She pulled my shoulder-length blonde tresses and I pulled her long brown locks.   Then Jordan walked up.   He had seen the whole thing.  Jordan seemed really livid.   “Evelyn, you’re fired!” Jordan yelled at Evelyn pitching her out the hotel door and she landed on her ass.  “damnit Jordan.” Evelyn said, “That hurt!”   “Well, you deserved it Evelyn after the way you completely made a total idiot out of yourself.”  Then Jordan shut the hotel door in her face.  He turned back around and opened the door and yelled, “You are never working here again!”  Jordan then slammed the door in Evelyn’s face again.

Jordan walked over to me and asked me if I was okay.  “Jordan, I think so.” I told him.  I wanted to believe that everything would turn out okay.  But deep down inside I knew that Evelyn would cause more trouble for us.   

Six months later Evelyn came in the back door of the hotel office.  Jordan was off doing something else and I was in the office.   Evelyn walked up to me with a knife in her hand.  “Evelyn, what are you doing with that knife in your hand?”   “Damnit” I thought and started to run but Evelyn caught me before I could get away.  One of the other workers saw what was happening called the cops from inside their office across the hotel lobby.  “fuck!” I said and ran into the nearest office.  Fortuitously, Jordan was in that office.  I came in crying.  “What’s wrong, Pamela.” Jordan asked me.   I continued to cry.  “She… she… she…” I stuttered.   Jordan was mystified.   “She who???” Jordan asked.  “Evelyn tried to..” I started to say as I cried.   “Evelyn tried to kill her.” one of the other hotel workers told Jordan.   “Thank you.” I told her.   Just when things couldn’t get any worse, things got even worse as Emanuel Rodrigues walked in the hotel lobby.  Evelyn had hired Emanuel to be her alibi.  “Damnit!” I said.   “What is it, Pamela?” Jordan asked me.  “Your ex-girlfriend hired my ex-boyfriend to be her alibi.” I whispered to Jordan.  “And where are the cops?” I asked, “I thought someone already called them already.”       “I called the cops.” A woman spoke up from behind me.  I whirled around and saw Paula.  “Thanks Paula.” I told her.   “I work here.” Paula told me, “I just started this morning.   “And Jordan while you were no where to be seen, I was being attacked by Evelyn.” I cried.   “I’m sorry, sweetie.” Jordan told me. 

The cops ran into the hotel and said, “Where is Evelyn?”   “She’s over there.” I said pointing across the hotel lobby.    The cops caught Evelyn stabbing someone else.  They ran over cuffed her, read her rights, booked her and hauled her ass off to prison.    She never bothered anyone else ever again.  Emanuel was the one being stabbed by Evelyn because he wouldn’t do what she had hired him for.  In spite of this, Evelyn didn’t kill Emanuel.  The cops got there just in time.

“Wild Nights”

part 2

written on: January 17, 2000

edited on: January 26, 2000

re-written and re-edited on: February 5, 2001

written by: Jordonni

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n April 25, 2007 – the day of me and Jordan’s wedding.  We invited only our closest family and friends.  Karin, Paula and I were in the back getting ready when Joe, Jonathan and Jordan got there.  When everyone was seated, the ceremony started.  Paula walked out first and then Karin followed and after that I walked down the aisle.  Then my aunt and uncle as usual, were late.  They were always late for everything.  Then I started down the aisle again.  I smiled at Jordan.   I was smiling the whole way down the aisle. 

After me and Jordan said our own vows and exchanged rings, Evelyn walked happily down the aisle.  She tried to do something to Jordan to get him to turn against me.  Jordan just ignored her and went on kissing me.  Evelyn walked up closer and pulled my shoulder-length brown hair.  “Owww, Evelyn!” I screamed, “Stop right now little missy.”    “Why the hell should I?” Evelyn answered as she pulled my hair again.  “Evelyn, you little…!” I exclaimed, “Stop this at once!”  I pointed out.  “Whoa!” Jordan said.    “You’re steamed.” Jonathan screamed.    Evelyn sat down and let the ceremony continue with Jordan singing me a song that he wrote me.   At the same time, Evelyn was thinking that she will stop harassing others online and offline. 

            After the ceremony, Evelyn went up to Paula, Jonathan, Karin, Jordan and me.  She said that she would stop harassing us online and calling us up on the phone.   Then Evelyn turned and noticed that her best friend Danny in the whole world had heard every word that Evelyn has said.  “Evelyn, you’re really going to stop?” Danny said.    “Hell no! I just said that to get Paula, Joe, Jordan, Pamela, Karin and Jonathan off my <bleep> back.” Evelyn said to Danny. 

            As Jordan and me walked back down the aisle together to leave- Karin, Jonathan Joe and Paula followed.  Then Evelyn stepped right on my dress almost ripping the whole dress off.  It was long with thin shoulder straps.  Then the music started playing to hit artists such as Brian McKnight, Tracy Byrd, Joe, NSYNC, Britney Spears, Daniel Powter, Terri Clark, and LeAnn Rimes.  Jonathan had requested the song “Sometimes” by Britney Spears.   Evelyn walked up to Jonathan and asked him if he wanted to dance.  “Over my dead body!” a voice uttered from behind Evelyn.  Evelyn whirled around and saw that it was Karin.   “What do you want, Evelyn?” Karin asked with her arms crossed.   Then Evelyn wanted to fight Karin for a date with Jonathan.  Karin would not stand for that.  She fought for the man that she loved.  I walked over and said, “What is going on?”  Karin confirmed that Evelyn was trying to steal Jonathan away from her.  “I don’t want Jonathan to dump me.” Karin said as she cried.   “OMG!” I exclaimed, “Evelyn had tried to steal my husband away from me – and now this? What does Evelyn want from us?”   “I don’t know.” Jonathan said shrugging his shoulders.  I wanted to believe that everything would turn out ok.  So, I kept thinking to myself that Paula, Joe, Karin, Jonathan, Jordan and I would live together without Evelyn interrupting our lives.  Jordan and I asked Joe, Paula, Jonathan and Karin if they wanted to move to Hawaii with us just to get the hell away from Evelyn and the problems she’s caused.   After Jonathan and Karin talked it over in private, they finally agreed that if Evelyn ever follows us to Hawaii, they would run Evelyn over with their car. 

            That afternoon Joe, Paula Jonathan, Karin, Jordan and I were packing together a few things to go to the airport for the flight out to Hawaii.  Then someone knocked on the door to me and Jordan’s apartment. There was complete silence all throughout the apartment.  Jordan and I stared at each other.   “It better not be that Evelyn again.” Jordan said in disgust as he went to the door and started to yell at Evelyn to go away.  Jordan was relieved that it was Emanuel instead of that little missy named Evelyn.   “OMG! Emanuel! Hi.” I exclaimed as I let out a sigh of relief.  “I am so happy that you are here, Emanuel.” I said, “Because Evelyn was bothering us.  Also she was bothering Jonathan and Karin.”    “Are you ok?” Emanuel asked.

“We’re fine.” Jordan said, “In fact we are thinking of moving to Hawaii to get away from Evelyn.  Joe, Paula, Jonathan and Karin are coming with us.  Do not follow us there or I’m going to have to hurt you.”  Jordan said with an evil grin and laughed.  Jordan slammed the door in Evy and Emanuel’s face.

            Just hours before we were all supposed to leave for Hawaii, Joe called and told us he wasn’t going.  He kept going on and on about how he wanted to get back together with Barrette.  “Oh you have to come with us, Joe.” Paula pleaded.   “It just wouldn’t be the same without you.” I added smiling at Joe.   Evelyn walked in hearing the whole conversation.   “That’s it, Joe! Now our relationship is really over!” Barrette said and then ran off crying.  Joe ran after Barrette to try to talk to her and to try and work things out.   “No!” Barrette said, “Leave me alone and don’t follow me.”  “You’ve got to move on.  Why don’t you go back to the one whom you tried to abduct?” Barrette suggested.   Joe kept insisting that he and Barrette should work things out, still she kept pushing him away.    Barrette ran and got in her car and sped off into the distance.   “Joe?” Jordan said, “You don’t need her.”   “You’ll find someone else whom will care about you.” Karin told Joe.  

White Christmas 3

White Christmas

            We got inside Joe’s apartment, dropped our suitcases on the floor and went to Joe’s room and we practically fell on the bed.  Joe jr went to his room, played for a little bit and then he crawled in his bed and went to sleep.

            About three hours later, Donnie came over with our daughter.  See he gets our daughter every other holiday.  I walked up to Donnie and kissed and hugged him.  “Kasi?” I said, “Is that you? You have gotten so tall and pretty.”  I gave Kasi a hug and she hugged back. Kasi is now this pretty, sweet teenager. She’s 16.   “Mom, You haven’t seen me in two weeks. I haven’t changed that much. So are you going to get back together with dad?”  Kasi asked me.  Donnie told Kasi that he would think about it.  “Dad, I asked mom not you.” Kasi uttered.  “Kasi, Donnie – I need to tell you something.” I told them.   “Joe just proposed to me the day before Chrismas Eve.” I said excitedly.  Donnie motioned for me to go into the other room alone with him.  He said he needed to talk to me. 

            Donnie shut the door to Joe’s room and wanted to know why I am marrying Joe. “Ok, when we got our marriage annulled, I got pregnant with Joe’s child.” I told Donnie. “Uh… Pamela.” Donnie said, “I think he might be our kid.”  “OMG, Donnie I think your right.” I exclaimed.   “So do you want to break the news to Joe or should I?” Donnie asked with an evil grin.  I smiled at Donnie.  “Pamela, what are you smiling about?” Donnie asked.  “Nothing, sweetie.” I said, “I’m just smiling.   “Well, I don’t know about you but I’m going to tell Joe right now.” Donnie told me.   “Yo Joe! Get in here.” Donnie called, “Pamela and I have to tell you something.”   “Oh Yeah.” Joe said, “What is it?”   “Well, you know Joe jr? He’s not your kid. He’s mine and Pamela’s son.” Donnie said.   Joe looked horrified.  I mean after three years of being a dad to Joe jr, he finds out that he doesn’t have a son with Pamela.  After about a five minute pause, Joe began speaking.  “So you don’t want to marry me now.” Joe said in a hurt voice.   “sweetie, we can get a DNA test done on Joe jr. to find out for sure.”  “Great idea Pamela.” Joe said and Donnie agreed.    Kasi came out of the bathroom and asked what was going on.  “Kasi, you might have a baby brother.”  I told her.   “What mom, your pregnant again?  Is it Joe or Donnie’s baby?” Kasi joked trying to be funny.  “No sweetie, Joe jr might be me and Donnie’s child.”    “Terrific.” Kasi muttered.  “Kasi, aren’t you happy? I asked her.  “Yes. Mom I couldn’t be more happy for you and dad.” Kasi congratulated. 

            “We are going to get Christmas tree later, Kasi do you want to come with us?”   “Sure.” Kasi said getting excited.  Joe jr came out to see what was going on.  “Hey Joey do you want to come with us to get a Christmas tree?” Donnie asked his son.  “Yes!” Joey said excited.   “Okay. Go get your coats and we’ll meet you downstairs, kids.” Donnie told them.  “Freeze Donnie, don’t move!” Joe said, “I can’t believe you would even try to steel my wife away from me”. Joe said calmly trying not to yell.   “Look Pamela, do you really want to call of the wedding?” Joe asked me.  “humm..” I uttered.  “I thought so.” Joe said with clenched teeth, “Get out!”   “No Joe, that’s not what I’m saying.” I told him.  I told him I wanted to wait for the test results to see if Joe jr was actually Joe’s son.  ‘I know exactly what your thinking’   Joe thought, ‘You want to call of the wedding.’  

           

A few days later, - Donnie and Pamela started to walk downstairs, the mail came and the postman handed a couple of letters to us, and in that stack was the results.  I grabbed the mail up and opened it up.  To our surprise, Joe jr was me and Donnie’s son.  “Okay, should we go tell Joe or wait.”  “Would you mind terribly if we kept this to ourselves for a few days?” I asked Donnie.  “Ya know, eventually we will have to tell him.” Donnie said.   “Tell what and to whom.” Joe said as he raised an eyebrow and he stormed off.  “Joe! Wait.” I called after him.  “Pamela.” Donnie said as he grabbed my arm, “Leave him alone for awhile and let him calm down, okay.”   “Okay.” I said and smiled at Donnie.  Donnie smiled back at me and with that we headed the Christmas tree lot with Kasi and Joe jr.  

White Christmas 2

written on: October 10, 2001

re-written and re-edited on: October 26, 2001

re-written and re-edited on: October 29, 2001

written by: Pamela

email: pamelaw25@live.com       

White Christmas

(sometimes the reverse is true)

(part 2)

"It was so cool that she remembers you."  Karin said, "I just can't believe that Pamela went to New York to meet Joe McIntyre."    "And just the other day, she called and told me that she was dating Joe." Jason blurted out.  "And to think I could have her, she goes off and meets Joe McIntyre.  He probably already proposed to her."  Jason added.  Then Jason decides he wants to go to New York to try and talk to Pamela.  As he was walking up to the ticket counter of the Houston airport, he saw Pamela and Joe.  Jason raced up to Pamela and told her what a mistake it would have been if she were to marry Joe.  "Jason, just shut up." I joked.  As we walked to baggage claim to get our suitcases, I saw my sister walk up with her two kids and husband.  "Why did you get married to Joe?" Karin asked impatiently.  "Karin, why do you havta be so damn impatient with everyone." I yelled.  "And one more thing, I didn't marry Joe -- yet.  He just proposed to me last night." I added calmly.    Then Jason, Joe and I ran to the nearest exit out of the Houston airport.    Karin, and her husband followed close behind us.  As Joe and I were checking into the Beaumont Hilton, we went up to our hotel and started making love.  Then someone knocked on the door and said, "Room Service!"  Joe turned to me and asked, "Sweetie, did you order room service?"   "No babe, I didn't order room service." I told Joe.   "Whoever it is, could you please get rid of them?" I asked Joe.  Then Joe kissed me and then he went to the door to open it, he saw that it was Karin.  "OMG!" Joe exclaimed, "Karin, what are you doing here?"     "I'm here to take you away from Pamela." Karin yelled.   Joe turned to me and said, "There's nothing your sister can do to break us up." Joe had reassured me.  I laid back down.  Joe turned back to the door and said, "Get lost or I will have to call security."   Joe went over to the phone to call his bodyguard but Karin just laughed and said, "hahaha, Joe! You can't kick me out!"   "Oh No? Watch me." Joe said.  As a joke, Joe pretended to call his bodyguard and told him that there was an intruder in his hotel room.  Then mom walked up behind Karin.  Mom was in front and Karin started yelling at me and mom was mouthing what Karin was saying.  "Karin, shut up! What Joe and I do is our business and not any of yours. So if you would please leave, I promise you we will come by and see you on Christmas Eve and Christmas day."  I promised.   "Why can't you come over now?" mom questioned me. 

"Because…." I started to say.   "I'm doing a show in Houston and Pamela is coming with me." Joe stated.   "Oh well, by all means have fun." Mom told me.  "Yeah, Pamela. Have fun." Karin echoed.   "Have fun Pammy." Matt said in the sweetest voice. That name was just a nickname that Matt used to make me mad.  "Excuse us as we are about to get ready. Ok? And Matt, I hate when people call me Pam I prefer Pamela better." I said.    My sister, her husband and kids and my mom left to go to the mall and the grocery store.   "We'll bake cookies." They all said as they all left to get in the car to go to the mall.   "Um…that's great." I said uneasily as I shut the door to the hotel room. 

            "How would you like to hop in the shower together?" Joe asked me with an evil grin on his face.   I smiled and said, "Yes, I'd like that."    We hopped into the shower and then after the make out session, we each washed each other's back.  Then after we got out, we ran out of the bathroom to get dressed.  Then Joe kissed me again.  After we got dressed we got on the tour bus and we were finishing up as we were going to Houston for

Joe's concert that night. I would be backstage the whole time.   We dropped off Joe Jr at my mom and dad's house to let him play with Matt and Becca while we were in Houston.  "We'll come by tomorrow in time for Christmas Eve.  Joe Jr was about one year old.  "Bye, Joe Jr." Joe and me said we got on Joe's tour bus to go to Houston. 

            Joe went out on stage and performed a few songs and then after that Joe motioned for me to come on stage.  He told me he was going to sing "Easier" to me.  I smiled and walked happily on stage.   Joe started to sing and then went over to his fans.  Then some girl in the front row handed Joe a dozen roses.  Joe took them and then he was walking back over to me to sing the last few notes. He handed me the roses and the concert came to a close.  Joe and I waved and walked off stage. 

            Then we hopped on the tour bus and headed back to Beaumont.  As we were unlocking the door to go into our hotel room, we literally fell on the bed.  But we didn't go to sleep yet. We talked for while.  "Joe?" I said, "Can we talk tomorrow? I'm getting kinda tired."   "Sure sweetie." Joe said.  After that Joe and I laid down and went to sleep. Joe wrapped his arms around me. 

            The next day was Christmas Eve.  We were going to my mom and dad's house for chili. 

            As we got there, Joe Jr was playing with Matt and Becca who were already there.

Joe, Joe Jr and me went ahead and spent the night at my mom and dad's house.  "Since we were heading back to New York for New Year's Eve.  Joe was going to be on TRL New Year's Eve."  Joe and me told everyone as we were headed upstairs to do something if you know what I mean.  

            Christmas day arrived and Joe and I were in bed.  Our little boy decided to crawl in bed with us.   Joe jr ran downstairs ahead of us and then Joe and I walked downstairs.  Joe jr wanted to open presents so we let him open at least one.  After that we waited for the rest of the family to get there-- including my grandmother, aunts, uncles, my bratty cousin named James.  My sister, her husband and two kids bratty Matt and cutie Becca were the first ones to arrive. 

            At about five in the evening my aunts, uncles and cousin arrives late as usual and then we all open gifts.    We talked for a few hours until Joe, joe jr and I had to get up earlier for a private flight to New York.  

            The next day around two or three, we had packed all our gifts up and then we went to the hotel to get the rest of our stuff and check out.  After that we were on our way to Houston to get on Joe's private plane back to New York.  We slept most of the way there until Joe jr. decided he wanted to play.  So Joe and I played with him.

            As we landed and came to a complete stop, we got out and got our suitcases and headed to Joe's apartment. 

To be continued….

originally written on: December 13, 2000

re-written and re-edited on: December 14, 2000

re-written and re-edited on: December 15, 2000

edited on: December 15, 2000

story finished on: December 17, 2000

written by: Jordonni  

Listen up! This story has been rated R. So, if you’re under 21 – I suggest that you click out of this story.  Or if you get easily offended, please click out of this story. I don’t mean to offend anybody and I’m not a mean person. J So, I hope that you can forgive me.  I would like to note that this story is half fiction and half-truth. The part about Joe being my boyfriend- and the part about me living in Boston is completely fiction.  But the part about me wanting my own apartment that is truth to that part. 

To: Cody, Caitlin and leesgirl82(aka:Jo’lee) I’d also like to say that if I didn’t like ya, I wouldn’t have wrote a nice story about y’all.  I hope you all like this new story that I wrote.

White Christmas

            One day I was sitting the on the couch on a cold winter’s day in my first new apartment in Boston Massachusetts. When all of a sudden I heard something.  I got up from the couch, went to the door and I looked out the peephole and saw that it was Joe.  I swung the door open and threw my arms around him, kissed him and didn’t want to let him go.  When I stepped back a little to look at Joe, I saw that he was a little sad.  “What’s wrong, Joe?” I asked him.  I hugged Joe and told him how much I loved him.  I wanted Joe to love me but the problem is no body knows I exist.  Pathetic huh?  Then Joe and I went to sit down on the couch to talk.  He said he had something important to tell me.  Joe then began to kiss my forehead—then he moved down to my neck.  After that he moved his hands down my chest.  I leaned over to kiss Joe and he put his hands in my back pockets of my jean shorts I was wearing.  He then laid me down on the couch and kissed me.  “Wait.” I said, “I thought you had something to tell me.”   “Yeah.” Joe said, “I wanted to ask if you wanted to go out with me.”  I smiled at Joe thinking what I was going to say next.  “Hello? U ok?” Joe asked concerned about me.  “No.” I told Joe looking down at the floor.  “What’s wrong, Pamela?” Joe asked.    “Nothing important. So what was it you wanted to tell me, Joe?” I asked him.  “I was wondering if you wanted to go out with me.” Joe said as he waited for me to answer.  After about a few minutes, I finally said that I would go out with him.  Then we kissed and then he got out this ring he had bought me just before he came over.  He put it on my finger and he asked if I wanted to go steady with him.  “Yes! Yes! Yes! A million times yes!” I blurted out.  Joe then leaned over to kiss me when someone knocked on the door.  “OMG! Who could that be?” Joe asked.  “You could go to the door and find out.” I suggested.  Joe then went to the door and opened it.  This really nice guy was there with his girlfriend.  The guy had blond hair and blue eyes and was about 5’4” tall – the girl had blue eyes, blonde hair and was about the same height.  Joe asked them who they were and guessed that they are my friends.  “Hi. I’m Cody and this is my girlfriend-- Caitlin.  We are here to see Pamela.”  He said.   “My name is Joe and I’m Pamela’s boyfriend.” He told Cody and Caitlin.   Cody and Caitlin came in my apartment.  “OMG! Hi! Caitlin and Cody.” I said as I smiled, “How are you doing?”  “We are doing ok.” Caitlin said, “But leesgirl82 is really being annoying.”   Cody, Caitlin and I busted out laughing.  Joe looked over at me and asked me what we were laughing at.  I told Joe that this leesgirl82 was bothering us on the Internet a couple of months back, but now we are all friends now.  Until this day we are still laughing at that moment. 

It all started when I said something in the daysofourlivesclub in yahoo and leesgirl82 still hasn’t dropped the subject.  She said that I said that I didn’t like Austin. (which isn’t true).  I do like Austin.  As it got worse, leesgirl82 even got pepine7610 to think I was annoying. Then leesgirl82 even made a screen name just about identical to the screen name I had.  So I finally got sick of her and Christine (aka: pepine7610) and changed my screen name to Heygirl74.  I kind of liked that screen name ever since I first got on aol and chatted with my sister. (which by the way, mom, my dad and me were living in California at the time and my sister was in Texas.)  

The next day Cody and Caitlin came over to me and Joe’s apartment.  Joe asked them if they wanted to go to the movies.  “Cool.” Cody said.  “I’m up for that.” Caitlin said as she smiled. 

That night we were all trying to decide on what movie we all wanted to see and we kept on getting in huge arguments about what was the dumbest movie.  Then we finally decided on a movie.  The movie was called Days Of Our Lives (the movie).  We paid our way into the theater and got a soda – then we went and found our seats in the back of the theater. (if you know what I mean) 

When the movie was just about over, we smelled a foul smell.  I whispered to Caitlin that it must have been our dates sitting right next to us who just farted.  “Hey!”  Cody yelled, “I didn’t do it. It could have been you, Pamela.” Cody said laughing.  “Not me.” I said, “I didn’t do it either.”   “Me either.” Caitlin said.  “Must have been Joe who just farted.” Cody said in a quiet voice.  “Joe?” I called, “OMG! Where is my boyfriend?” I said as I panicked.   Then Joe came rushing back to the theater where we were.  “OMG! What is that smell?” Joe asked.  “Ok? Who just cut the cheese?” I joked.  “Well it wasn’t me.” Joe said, “All I know is we better get the hell out of here.”   “Phew!” Cody let out a sound as he was holding his nose as we left the theater.   I thought smelt it, dealt it.  “Where were you Joe?” I asked him.  “I was in the restroom.” Joe had whispered to me.  Just then out of the blue, I hugged Joe.  “We are going to get a Christmas tree, do you want to come with us?” Joe and Pamela asked.  “Sure, we are headed that way too.” Cody said. 

We headed to our cars and drove to the Christmas tree lot.  We drive into the parking lot, get out of our cars and walk in together to get a Christmas tree.  After we picked one we liked, we headed home to decorate it. 

It was Christmas Eve and Joe and I were getting ready to give Christmas party.  We invited Cody and Caitlin to come and also a couple of my family members.  Joe invited his sisters and brother.   At the party, somebody invited leesgirl82 to come.  “I have no problem with leesgirl82 coming to the party. I just hope that she doesn’t make an ass of herself.” I said I laughed.   Leesgirl82 knocked on the door, walked right on in and

made herself at home.  She put in a cd called NSYNC “Bye, Bye, Bye” and started to

sing and dance.   As leesgirl82 made her way to Cody, everyone was looking at

leesgirl82.  I grabbed lil’ missy by her shirt up near her near her neck.  “OK? Lil’ missy!

Leave Cody and Caitlin alone!” I told leesgirl82.   “Make me!” leesgirl82 said and

laughed. 

            Then it started snowing and everyone looked out the window.  Cody was thinking, “Snowball fight!”   Everyone rushed to put their jackets on and went outside.

“It looks like we are going to have our first official white Christmas.” Cody and Caitlin said.   “Me too.” I announced wrapping my arms around Joe and kissing him.  As Cody and Caitlin did the same.  Poor leesgirl82 was left out in the cold.  Everyone left and went to their cars to go home.  Joe and I went back upstairs to our apartment.  We cleaned up the mess and then went to bed.  Then the phone rang.  Joe picked up the receiver and the person on the other end of the line said, “Can I speak to Pamela?”   “No, may I ask who this is?” Joe asked.  “This is Jo’Lee.” She said.   Joe slammed the phone down and left it off the hook for the rest of the night. 

The End. 

I wish you and your family a very

Merry Christmas

And a

Happy New Year!

The Young and the Jealous

The Young and the Jealous

The sun was shining through the window of Donnie's LA home. He was the first to awaken. He stretched, got up and went into the kitchen to get a soda. Taking a gigantic sip, he burped exceptionally loudly. There was a knock at the door, and Donnie then went to the door and opened it. "Jordan, what the hell are you doing here?" Donnie yelled as he let out another burp. This time his new bride-- Pamela heard him as she walked over where Donnie was and she chuckled to herself as she ran into their five-year-old daughter’s room. Then Mark walked up to his brother's house. "How the hell are you, Donnie?" Mark yelled. Then Donnie started swinging maliciously at Mark. I stepped in and said, "Mark! Our daughter Caitlin Rebecca is still asleep in her room."  "You're right, Pamela." Donnie agreed, "We shouldn't be fighting in front of a kid."  Caitlin walked into the living room and held her arms out to Donnie. He picked her up and said, "Good morning, sweetie."  "Um." Mark began, "Donnie, I think she's my daughter."  Donnie put Caitlin down and asked, "Caitlin, go play in your room for while, ok sweetie."   Donnie looked at his wife and then his brother and back at his wife again.  "Did you um...? you know?" Donnie asked his new wife. Then he whispered in her ear the question.  "Yes, I'm afraid so, Donnie." I cried and ran to my room.  After Donnie kicked Mark's a$$, he came into his room and sat on his bed where I had laid down and fell asleep. Donnie shook me gently. I awoke with tears streaming down my face. "It's ok...Pamela. I know it was just an accident." Donnie said as he hugged me. Mark came in and asks me if I still loved him. "Oh no!" I blurted out and ran to the toilet and threw up. I came back out and said that wasn't my honest answer. "Well what happened, Pamela?" Donnie asked concerned about me.  "I felt like I was going to throw up and don't know why. WTF is wrong with me?" I said crying.  "Pamela, are you pregnant?" Donnie asked his newly bride.   "Of course not." I said, "oh f***!" I blurted out and ran to the toilet again.  I came out of the bathroom and asked, "WTF? I think it's a stomach flu that's going around...I think."
Just then Jordan came and asked, "What's wrong?"   I looked up only to see Jordan then turned back to Donnie and hugged him.   "Mark, this is all your fault!" Donnie said as he pointed his finger towards his brother.
"My fault? why?" Mark asked. "I didn't do anything. Pamela was the one who manipulated you into thinking that Caitlin was your daughter."   "Aw sh!t. So you did have a child together?" Donnie asked, "And I really think Pamela's PG again."   "um... Donnie, Mark! I am in the room. Don't talk about me like I'm not! Ok?"   "I'm sorry, Pamela." Donnie told me.
"Donnie, you don't owe her anything. You should really break up with her." Mark said, as he was furious with his brother.   "I can't do that, Mark! What if it's my baby she is carrying now?" Donnie said.   "Donnie, you doing it again! Stop talking about me like I'm not in the room because I am in the room."  Mark grabbed his older brother Donnie by his shirt up near his neck and told him, "If you knew what she was really doing to you, you'd divorce her a$$!"   "I give up." I said and ran into Caitlin's room and closed the door.  Caitlin asked, "What's wrong, mom?   "Don't worry about it, sweetie." I told my daughter, "It's all about your father and me."
Then I cried. Jordan walked in and saw me. He walked over to me and hugged me.   "It's going to be okay, sweetie. I love you." Jordan said to me.  I backed away for a minute, looked at Jordan, and smiled. He smiled back at me.   Then Donnie walked in and looked kind of jealous. He grabbed Pamela by her arm and threw her against the wall.   "Donnie, what the hell is your problem?” Jordan asked as he looked at Caitlin and said, "oops, sorry."   "Caitlin, why don't you go with Mark to spend time with him while your mommy and daddy work things out ok, sweetie." Jordan said.  Mark takes Caitlin to his mother's house so that Donnie and Pamela could talk.
"Ok." Jordan said, "What happened first? And you go first Pamela."
Then tears were steaming down my face. First off Mark is Caitlin's father (not Donnie).  Then just now Donnie threw me up against the wall.
"You want to know what I think?" Jordan said to Donnie, and me "I think you both should get an annulment."   "I guess." I told Jordan and Donnie.
"Jordan, you just said that cause you wanted Pamela for yourself!" Donnie said, as he sounded a little more jealous.   "Jordan, is this true? Do you really love me?" I said.  "Jordan, don't look at her. She's worthless." Donnie said.   *I guess I'll leave the room and no one will notice.* I thought to myself.   I left the room without Jordan or Donnie even noticing. A few minutes later they realized I was gone. 

A few hours later, Mark called. I picked it up and said, "Hello." Mark told me he wasn't bringing back Caitlin and that he said he was keeping her. Then he basically slammed the phone down. I put the phone down and ran to my room and Donnie ran after me. Jordan followed and asked if he could speak to Pamela.  "No." Donnie said, "She's mine."   "I know." Jordan said, "But just wanted to talk to her for a minute, ok?"   "Yeah, sure." Donnie said.   Jordan went into Pamela's room and sat down on her bed. He put an arm around her. "Pamela, sweetie-- Mark asked you earlier if you still loved him and you never answered him." Jordan began saying. "So tell me the truth and I'll never tell Donnie, ok?" Jordan said as he waited for me to answer.   I paused for a minute and said, "I still love Mark and always will. But why did he take our daughter away from me."    "I don't know, sweetie." Jordan began, "I'm going over to Mark's to find out and I'll be back."   Jordan hugged me and said he needed to go. Then he grabbed me and kissed me on my lips.  “Jordan, I wasn’t expecting that.” I told him. Then Jordan kissed me again and again. Donnie was there watching. “Jordan, do you have something to do or somewhere to go?” Donnie said from behind Jordan.  “Oh right.” Jordan said, “I’ll be right back, Pamela.”  Jordan then hugged me.

Jordan started to go look for Mark and then Mark came back with Caitlin. "Mark, where the hell have you been? We have been worried sick about you and Caitlin." Jordan said almost yelling.
Donnie then came out of the bathroom.
"Mark, What the hell are you doing?"
"uh..." Mark began to say....
"Shut up Mark." Donnie yelled, "Pamela's mine."
"No, You shut up, Donnie. I saw her first! And married her first." Mark yelled back.
"Yeah, and you got a divorce from her because you thought that Caitlin was my kid." Donnie yelled back at Mark.
I walked out of the bathroom when Donnie said that.
Then Mark asked me if I still loved him.
"Mark, Of course I still love you. But why did you leave me." I said, as I was about to cry. Mark reached over and tried to hug me but I pulled away from him half scared of him. Donnie and Jordan just stood there in shock. Donnie was a little scared that he might lose me.

Then Andi and her boyfriend of three years came to Donnie's house. Andi met Joe through Donnie and Pamela at a huge “The Block” party in Los Angeles California.  Joe knocked on the door and said, "Can we come in?"
Jordan, Donnie, Mark and I looked at each other shocked to see whom Joe was dating now. Donnie opened the door and started teasing Joe but in good way.
"Piss off!" Joe said.  "Hey Joe! I'm sorry. I am only kidding. If we didn't like ya we wouldn't have teased you like that." Donnie said apologizing.
"I agree!" Jordan said and slapped Donnie a high five.
"Hi Andi!" I said shocked, "Are you dating Joe?"
Then Andi showed me the ring that Joe gave her.
"OMG! Andi, are you engaged to Joe?" I asked.
"Joe just proposed to me last night." Andi said eagerly.
"I am so happy for you." I said.
"What's up with Mark and Donnie?" Andi asked me.
"Oh they are just fighting over me as usual." I said with a here we go again look.   "ok, Andi-- long story short. Mark left me because he thought that Donnie was the father of my little girl--Caitlin. But it turned out that Mark is the father of Caitlin. And now I just told Mark that I still loved him after all that happened." I told Andi.
"Joe, what should I do?" I asked him.
"Just follow your heart." Joe told me as he smiled.
I hugged Joe and thanked him for the advice.
Just then I commenced to cry and told everyone I had to make a confession.
"It's okay." Jordan said, "What is the confession?"
"It's about me and Mark's daughter, Caitlin." I said in tears.
"What is it, sweetie?" Jordan said to me.
"um... well." I began to think, "I changed Caitlin's blood type at university hospital and made it look like Donnie was the father."

"You what?" Donnie and Mark said angrily at the same time.
"How could you do this to me? I mean I was the one who was nice to you from the start." Mark said.
"I know and I'm so sorry." I said as I began to cry.
"Sorry sweetie." Donnie said, "But you've pulled your last straw. That's it. I'm getting an annulment from you and that is final."
"Pamela???" Donnie said sweetly.
"Pamela Ann???" Jordan said louder, "What's wrong? You are like a million miles away. What are you thinking?"
"Pamela Ann Wahlberg." Mark finally screamed.
"WHAT!?" I shouted. "Mark, you didn't have to yell at me." I said with tears streamed down my face."
"I'm sorry for yelling at you." Mark said, "But what were you thinking just now? We were all concerned about you that you weren't responding to us."
"I'm just scared of losing Donnie-- that's all." I cried.
"Well you couldn't have done anything as horrible as Alison Sweeney (sami) did on Days Of Our Lives." Donnie joked.
"Have you seen that show?" I asked Donnie.
"No. But I've heard of that show." Donnie told me. 
"OMG! There is this one fan of mine that posts on my message board and hangs out in the chat room. She goes by the name Sami. I've heard about her and saw her posts a couple of times. She is just um... what's the word....???" Jordan said.
"Entertaining?" I answered Jordan.
"Yes, that she is." Jordan said smiling.
I smiled back at Jordan.
"Hey girl! Now I see that pretty smile." Jordan said.
"Jordan, Are you flirting with me?" I asked.
"Well do you want me too?" Jordan joked.
"I guess. I don't know." I said.
Just then Jordan kissed me passionately.
"Jordan, What was that for?" I smiled.
"Just for being yourself." Jordan said smiling, "Did you also know that I love you, Pamela."
"No, I didn't know that." I said shocked.
"Yeah. When you first moved to Boston, I kind of had a crush on you. Then Donnie started going out with you. Then Evelyn came back in my life and then after about two years, she dumped me." Jordan said.
"Oh yeah I remember. Donnie walked up to me, as I was moving into my first new apartment in LA. Just to get away from Emanuel Rodrigues (who lives in Hayward California) and my parents.(who live in Texas)" I told Jordan.
Donnie then spoke up and said, "Jordan, if you don't leave, I'm having you kicked out of my apartment. If you don't leave my wife alone."
"Donnie, if I hadn't stepped out of the way--I would have been with Pamela." Jordan said.
"So do you really love her, Jordan?" Donnie asked him.
"Damnit! stop doing this to me! Why are you talking about me like I'm not in the room?"
"I'm sorry, sweetie." Donnie said".
I tried to run and Donnie grabbed me just in time. Then Andi and Joe came over. Andi asked me if I wanted to be a bridesmaid at her and Joe's wedding.
"Of course I would." I said.
Donnie grabbed me by my arm again.
"Hey! watch it Donnie! Let go of my arm -- I bruise really easily ya know?"
"Sorry, sweetie." Donnie said, "And you never did answer my question."
"Can I think about it for the night?" I asked Donnie.
"Sure you can." Donnie said, "Just don't take too long, ok."
Then I smiled at Donnie and he smiled back at me.
"ya know, Donnie? you have a nice smile." I said casually.
"Thank you." Donnie said, "You're pretty."
Joe and Andi were like in awww when they saw Donnie and I trying to work things out after a huge fight we had.
"Did you really want to break up?" Donnie asked.
"No. Not really." I said, "But me and Mark have a child together."
"That's ok." Donnie said, "You were probably dating Mark when we had broken up before we gotten married. What's up with what Jordan said about you and changing blood types to make me believe that Caitlin was my kid?” Donnie asked me. “Donnie how did you know what I was thinking?” I asked shocked.  “Pamela, the reason why I know is because I love you so much.” Donnie said sweetly. Donnie pulled Pamela in for a hug and kissed her passionately.
 
"Are you and daddy getting back together?" Caitlin asked. "Yes, Caitlin... we are." I told her.
"Did you have fun today with your dad?" Donnie asked Caitlin.
Caitlin looked confused and Donnie began saying that Mark is her father not Donnie.
"Hey Mark! Guess what?" I said.
"Yeah?" Mark asked looking away for a second then looking back at Pamela.
"Donnie and I are back together." I said smiling.
"That's great." Mark said, "But what happened when you said that you still loved me?"
"Yes, Of course I still love you. I'll always love you. But Donnie is the one." I told Mark.
"I'm so happy for ya'll." Andi and Joe said.
"ohhh.... does this mean we are going to have a double wedding?" Andi and Joe said happily.
"Want to get married again?" Donnie asked me.
"Yes, I'd love to." I told Donnie as I hugged and kissed him.
The next day Jonathan calls Donnie on his cell. phone and asks if he could come over and give him something. Donnie replied shocked, "Sure." Joe and Andi commenced arguing because Joe's pager goes off and it is his ex-girlfriend. So Joe whips out his cell. phone and calls her up. He asks her what she wants. She goes on and on about how she wants him back. Andi tries to find out if Joe wants her back and if he wants to be with her instead of Andi.
"It's either me or her. It's your choice." Andi said.
Donnie gives me a here we go again look.
"Joe, you remember when you gave me great advice when Donnie and I got in a huge fight? Donnie and I almost broke up. You told me to follow my heart or something like that." I told Joe, "Why don't you take your own advice. Ok? I love you Joe and I want you to be happy." I added.
Joe tells Andi he wants to be with Barrett and that he wants to be happy.
"Andi, I have never been more sure of myself in my life." Joe said as he was gently breaking up with Andi because he didn't want to hurt her. "My heart just wasn't with you." Joe added, "It's with Barrett. I hope you understand, ok sweetie."
"Of course I understand. I'm ok with it. I want you to be happy, Joe." Andi told him.
Jonathan saw what happened and starts to yell at Joe in italian.
"Donnie, when did Jonathan learn to speak in Italian?" I whispered to him.
"I'm not sure. But I think it's wasn't good." Donnie told me.
Donnie looks at me. He then whispers something to me about Jon and Andi. Then we looked back at each other and smiled.
"hey, do you two want to go out on a double date on Friday night?" Donnie asked Jonathan.
"Sure." Jonathan said. Then asked Andi if she wanted to go on a double date with Donnie and Pamela.
"I'm not sure." Andi said.
"oh come on, Andi." Jonathan said wrapping his arms around her and kissing her passionately.
"okay. I'll go." Andi said smiling, "I love you, Jonathan.
Then Jordan came over to Donnie's house. He was just about to knock on the door when Jonathan opened the door. Jordan looked upset.
"Jordan, what's wrong?" Jonathan asked his younger brother.
"I'm not sure what happened but Evelyn and I got into a major fight and we decided to breakup." Jordan told Jonathan.
"Sorry, Jordan." Jonathan said giving his brother a hug, “what happened?”
"OMG! Jordan, what's wrong?" I ran up asking him.
"Evelyn and I just broke up." Jordan told me.
I gave Jordan a hug. I had asked him what had happened. 
”Funny you should ask.” Jordan said, “Pamela’s name came up several times during the fight.”
Donnie and Pamela looked at each other – then looked back at Jordan. “Really?” I said, “what did she say about me.”   “Evelyn said that if I continued to see you, that she would leave me.” Jordan began telling us.  

Then Danny knocked on the door. Donnie went to answer it. "Hey!" Donnie said. Then Donnie kept going on and on about how he could lose his wife--Pamela to Jordan.
"Well, do you really love her, Donnie?" Danny asked him.

"Yes." Donnie said, "Just not sure if she loves me since she's over there flirting with Jordan."
Danny then chuckles.
"Don't laugh, Danny!" Donnie joked.
"Okay! okay! Don't have a conniption fit!" Danny laughed.
”WHAT” I nearly screamed, “I was not flirting with Jordan!”

“oh come on, Pamela.” Donnie said, “admit it.”